Oh, my husband Thomas. He is one of the most caring, truthful, meanest,heavy hearts i know. I guess that's why i married him. I have drifted from him lately,i have been being a complete bitch to him. i love him i really do i feel im going threw some very internal changes right now im 21 with 2kiOh, my husband Thomas. He is one of the most caring, truthful, meanest,heavy hearts i know. I guess that's why i married him. I have drifted from him lately,i have been being a complete bitch to him. i love him i really do i feel im going threw some very internal changes right now im 21 with 2kids 2 c-sections, i just don't feel passion any more. I m failing miserably because i choose unhealthy out lets to deal with it.........It's kinda like i'ma teen thinking i know it all but when it comes down to i don't and im scared to go threw it. I know we will get threw it we have been together for 3yrs and i wan't to be that couple who celebrate our 50th anniversary. ds 2 c-sections, i just don't feel passion any more. I m failing miserably because i choose unhealthy out lets to deal with it.........It's kinda like i'ma teen thinking i know it all but when it comes down to i don't and im scared to go threw it. I know we will get threw it we have been together for 3yrs and i wan't to be that couple who celebrate our 50th anniversary.
I think we all go through times like these, and it can be really hard to find healthy ways of coping.
ReplyDeleteI think that passion, much like everything else in life, has it's own ebb and flow. Sometimes it's just difficult to find the right balance.
thanks for the words! finding a balance is alot harder then it sounds.
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