Sunday, January 8, 2012

the used

 These eyes have alot to say. For only being 21 soon to be 22 in February. Im i happy? Of course, i have my family, and the people who care about me alot im surrounded by them plenty. I think in every ones life you just hit a point and you think you need more or less or anything else but every thing you NEED (not necessarily want) is smothering you and you just kind take it for granted.. In the great words of Dr.Sues "if you are happy with what you have, then what you have will make you happy!" I think it is every parents goal to to good for there children, they just have to remember to do good by themselves. Lead by example. Make sure you are staying sane for your self so you don't take it out on them, only your kids are expecting you to be a good parent, so be good for your self and then you can be good for them.   

Friday, January 6, 2012

Just Some Thoughts

Oh, my husband Thomas. He is one of the most caring, truthful, meanest,heavy hearts i know. I guess that's why i married him. I have drifted from him lately,i have been being a complete bitch to him. i love him i really do i feel im going threw some very internal changes right now im 21 with 2kiOh, my husband Thomas. He is one of the most caring, truthful, meanest,heavy hearts i know. I guess that's why i married him. I have drifted from him lately,i have been being a complete bitch to him. i love him i really do i feel im going threw some very internal changes right now im 21 with 2kids 2 c-sections, i just don't feel passion any more. I m failing miserably because i choose unhealthy out lets to deal with it.........It's kinda like i'ma teen thinking i know it all but when it comes down to i don't and im scared to go threw it. I know we will get threw it we have been together for 3yrs and i wan't to be that couple who celebrate our 50th anniversary. ds 2 c-sections, i just don't feel passion any more. I m failing miserably because i choose unhealthy out lets to deal with it.........It's kinda like i'ma teen thinking i know it all but when it comes down to i don't and im scared to go threw it. I know we will get threw it we have been together for 3yrs and i wan't to be that couple who celebrate our 50th anniversary. 

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

lips

RED LIPSTICK IAM BRINGING IT BACK